Window To The Past

I found this old excerpt I had written a few years ago.  The funny thing is, I don't remember why I wrote it, or what it is in reference to.  All I know is that every once and a while I just write down a constant stream of thoughts, and this is one of those streams.  Anyways, I thought it would be neat to share it with everyone:

"What are my assumptions on life?  What are the constants?  What am I looking for?

Am I changing?  Yes.  Is it a bad thing?  No.  I feel like... I don't know what I feel.  This is the road block.  He thinks I'm diminishing.

Am I?  I'm not sure.  On the one hand, I am acting differently, I am changing.  But does this change come at the cost of a sacrifice?  Am I compromising myself?  He seems to think so, but I'm not convinced.

His interpretation of compromise and my interpretation of compromise are different.  This is exactly what is happening - I have the answers now.

I am changing, but not compromising, because I'm following what my essence is telling me.  Outsiders looking in might think I'm selling out, but it's not true.  I'm following what I feel is right, which isn't compromising.  I can only do what my essence tells me to do at any given moment.

That issue is now resolved.

UPDATE: I don't know anything."

Is that cryptic or what?  Who the hell am I referring to when I say "he"?  I really can't remember.

Stay classy.