Some Things Can't Be Ignored

To a lot of my friends, it probably might seem like I have been being distant recently.  Wanna know a secret?  It was all planned.  For the majority of this semester I've been ignoring people.  I want to become a ghost.  I want the impressions that I've left on Binghamton to slowly fade away as if I had never been there.  The reason I'm acting this way is because I don't like farewells.  I dislike finishing books because I'm sad to see the story end for crying out loud.  I don't know why, but feeling like I'm important to people makes me uncomfortable.  However, when it really comes down to it, I can't justify it, and so I won't try to any further.

The point of this post is that I've realized that even though I would like to be forgotten and ignore all my friends, I still need people in my life.  I can't just not make new friends or stop talking to old friends, I just don't have it in me.  I have an undying need to be as social as a butterfly.

With that said, I'd like to say that I'm sorry to all the people I've been ignoring.  I've decided to stop thinking ahead so much.  I'm going to cross all bridges when I come to them and just live my life the way I want to live it, regardless of what lies in store in the future.

On a side note, why the hell does everything I write these days come off as depressing?  The next post I make will be about something more light, I promise =]